Film Quarterly, Winter 1994 v48 n2 p52(4)

 I Don't Want to Talk About It.
 Movie review by Karen Jaehne.

 Review Grade: A

 Full Text: COPYRIGHT Regents of the University of California 1994 .  If Buñuel had been a
 woman, he might have made I Don't Want to Talk About It (De eso no se habla), but would he
 have engendered controversy over his feminism? The feminist who did direct it, Argentinian
 Maria Luisa Bemberg, wears the Buñuel mantle lightly, but has been hit by friendly fire from
 feminists for her vision of woman as dwarf. Indeed, I Don't Want to Talk About It reflects such
 a complex view of mothers, daughters, freaks, artists, and decadents--without coming to any
 happy or definitive statement--that we are forced to talk about it and all the things it says we
 don't want to discuss. In an Age of Political Correctness, Bemberg challenges our beliefs in
 assimilation, shows us the absurdity of suppressed speech, and rebukes a society in which only
 men can be tolerated as outsiders. And she takes on freaks. She traps us between denial and
 voyeurism.

 When Bemberg declares that her film must be understood as a fable or fairy tale and in the next
 breath claims it as her most autobiographical work, you need to know that Bemberg was brought
 up in a stiflingly proper and wealthy Argentinian family, married, and raised four children
 before she broke out, divorced, began writing screenplays in 197 1, and debuted as a director in
 1981 at the age of 56. In 1984, her elegant historical love story, Camila, received an Oscar
 nomination for Best Foreign Film. She was a success by artistic standards, but she had lost the
 position she once enjoyed in the innermost circle of Argentina's elite, where respectable women
 were neither workers nor artists. And she is harshly criticized (particularly by the Church) as an
 artist and frequently ostracized as a mad feminist. "But I don't like talking about it," she finds
 herself saying, laughing at herself, then explaining, "It's not the interesting part of my life."

 By its title alone, I Don't Want to Talk About It cleverly forces us out of the denial it proclaims
 for its subject. It is the story of a widow who will not acknowledge that her only child will never
 "grow up." Set in a South American town where the locals drift into a kind of collusion with the
 mother's denial, the film moves through the points-of-view of the three protagonists with subtlety
 and tolerance of their extreme differences. Carlotta is a dwarf in a society hidebound by
 normalcy. The telling achondroplastic features of a dwarf do not age in the usual sense; although
 we watch her "grow up," Carlotta is forever young. The intrinsic danger here is that we, the
 viewers, continue to see her as a child and commit the same mistake as her loved ones--from
 whom she must escape in order to enjoy any kind of autonomy.
 

 We enter the fictional San Jose de los Altares (filmed in the historic old city of Colonia on the
 Uruguayan shore opposite Buenos Aires) on Carlotta's fifth birthday. Her mother, Leonor, is
 giving her a party. As the camera pans the faces of the other mothers, caricatures in exaggerated
 1930s hats and prim expressions, their whispers and averted gazes betray the potential for scandal
 in a colonial backwater. And when one woman, who is herself the mother of a deafmute child,
 tries to sympathize with Leonor, Leonor distances herself from any such "recognition" of
 Carlotta's deformation. Although Bemberg utilizes a village priest to his full comic and dramatic
 potential, she never touches on superstitions that used to see in a deformed child some form of
 divine retribution on the mother; or an even earlier association of dwarfism with witchcraft and
 devilry. An amusing social defiance marks Leonor's motherhood: late at night she purges the
 town of every symbol that might reflect her daughter, destroying a neighbor's garden dwarfs and
 burning children's books about little people.

 Leonor perfects her imperfect child in every possible way, giving Carlotta a prodigious education
 and cultivating her musical and linguistic talents so that she is living proof that Leonor is a
 perfect mother. The child learns French so well--the very measure of civilization--that she
 prefers to be called "Charlotte." Voila, her transformation is complete. She becomes such an
 exemplary product of bourgeois ideals that her physical otherness seems trivial. By the end of the
 first act, we are ready to side with Leonor for insisting on her daughter's normalcy.

 Charlotte is so accomplished that when her mother arranges for her to perform a piano recital (to
 the horror of other mothers), Charlotte acquits herself of the task elegantly. But it is here that we
 see the seeds of defiance. Leonor advises Charlotte to be already seated on the piano bench when
 the curtain rises. But the child proudly prances on stage, minces as any young girl would, scales
 the piano bench, and demonstrates that Schumann is impervious to size. She has learned more
 from her independent-minded mother than Leonor may have intended.

 Enter Ludovico D'Andrea, man of the world, an Italian, and an outsider capable of seeing
 Charlotte as someone who, like himself, exists apart from the crowd. In the scenes of them
 together, the camera is restless until the inevitable close-up of Charlotte's wide-eyed trust.
 Ludovico tells her of faraway places and she listens avidly, accepting his every tale and fantasy.
 Marcello Mastroianni in the role of eligible bachelor appeals to all the women in town (nor can
 the audience forget Mastroianni's stock-in-trade as cinema's most ambivalent seducer).

 Leonor turns to Ludovico when she needs help in getting her daughter a birthday present--a horse.Ludovico brings back a Shetland pony, and Leonor erupts: the mini-horse nearly breaks the taboo of silence. Ludovico apologetically backtracks and gives Charlotte a beautiful palomino. In a world of magical realism, it is this white horse, this Pegasus, that endows sexuality and empowers Charlotte. In many ways,Ludovico plays her liberator, and that he gives her the
horse rather than riding in on it himself deftly foreshadows the way she will, in the end, ride off with the circus.
His first sight of the girl training the horse stirs an uncontrollable passion in Ludovico. He attempts to flee her power over him, but some indeterminate number of years later, he returns to ask for her hand in marriage.This request sends her mother, the priest, and the entire
 town into fits of objection. Charlotte's response, however, has no giddy nervousness about it. In her quiet, self-possessed way, she accepts.

The old mayor, who is to give the girl away, dies in the
 middle of the marriage ceremony--threatening to foil Leonor's ambitions. But with the help of
 her shop assistant, she packs the body in ice, so as to keep the death a secret until the next day.
 There is no obstacle Leonor cannot overcome in order to present her daughter as perfection.
 (Leonor's power of denial is surpassed by that of the film's publicists, who had no photos made of
 Alejandra Podesta, who plays Charlotte, lest we learn the "secret" of the movie.) When the
 musicians announce that it is time for the bride and groom to dance, we cut to Leonor's grim
 reaction--yet another obstacle for her, and we share her panic. But Mastroianni saves the moment
 by lifting little Charlotte up to his height as he swirls her away. It is a mystical moment of
 wedding dress and white sand and blazing light as they leave the wedding guests and embark on
 the great adventure of marriage. At once romantic and sly, this scene plays out the archetypal
 happy ending with a sleight of hand learned from Fellini. It's only the end of the second act;
 could this be love?

 The fetishization of the dwarf is an inevitable risk of a picture like this, and Bemberg steers a
 discreet course around it. She makes it quite clear that Charlotte herself is a sexual creature: the
 young girl prances before a mirror; we see flirtation in her eyes; the palomino is the symbol of
 her sexual prowess. Mastroianni's love is the linchpin of the fairy tale that Charlotte is a full,
 complete woman with a psyche as strong as an Amazon.

 Yet we never hear much from the object of desire. Is her silence that of the town, whose speech
 has been supressed by Leonor? Or is she keeping the peace until the right moment? Bemberg
 comments on the girl's passivity by citing the French critic Roland Barthes' observation that "the
 amorous object never talks." "I thought that was quite interesting," notes Bemberg, "to have the
 girl like a catalyst to make his story appear. And I gave my character the name of Charlotte, the
 object of Werther's love in Goethe's The Sorrows of Young Werther." Most of Charlotte's
 dialogue is given over to questions in which she explores others (most deftly when she asks her
 mother if she's thought of marrying Ludovico herself). Yet the girl's silence is not sadness, nor
 even, I would argue, resignation. It seems much more the reticence of someone with the faith that
 freedom is something gained in stages rather than revolutions. Someone like Maria Luisa
 Bemberg. For women who have lived both kinds of lives, this metaphor is not as offensive as for
 women born liberated.

 I Don't Want to Talk About It is also a film about getting out from under the thumb of a
 well-intentioned mother in order to claim one's individual identity. A dedication is scrawled
 across the screen over the opening of the film, declaring its intention: "This tale is dedicated to all
 people who have the courage to be different in order to be themselves." A physical deformity,
 however, is not the same as a talent or a gift. It might be flattering to make the parallel between
 physically challenged people and the artist, and there's no reason any individual dwarf would not
 be as sensitive or talented as any particular artist, but there is a definite temerity in comparing a
 physical handicap to a social or psychological condition.

 The separate reality of "freaks," known to us previously in Werner Herzog's Even Dwarfs Start
 Small or Todd Browning's Freaks, or in the characters played by the actor Michael Dunne, is the
 source of the discomfort created by the film. Carlotta is a dwarf, and moreover, "the end" is not
 the end of the story. The woman who plays Carlotta, Alejandra Podesta, is not a Meryl Streep
 with a good accent, but a non-actress who lives and works in Buenos Aires. Her achondro-plastic
 image is on the screen more than half the time, and we have ample opportunity to measure her
 humanity against her freakiness. And tenderness outdistances any quality that could be exploited
 by P.T. Barnum.

 "I suppose," Bemberg speculates, "if the film had been directed by Bunuel or Fellini, it would
 probably have been much funnier. And maybe more ferocious. But I never wanted to make fun
 of her. Art and ethics go hand in hand. It would have been wrong to be cruel with this young
 girl, who was doing her very best to make her first movie, and in which reality and fiction are so
 painfully criss-crossed. She finishes at the end of her day and goes back to her poor little house
 with her lonely mother. And she still is the character, still a little dwarf. I was very maternal with her. I still am."

 The final sequence begins with the fictional mother tending her husband's gravestone. As we
 watch her polish his plaque, we can't help but reflect on how well she has managed her mission to
 steer her daughter into a moribund society. Leonor's will and power are impressive; but fate is
 impervious to human design, and in the distance we hear the caterwaul of trumpets and drums.
 (This inimitable circus sound cannot be heard without thinking of Fellini's 8 1/2, a daunting
 comparison to invoke in the final flourishes of a movie.

 Bemberg doesn't even take us inside the circus, a decision that maintains the "silence" imposed by
 Leonor, who forbids her daughter to attend the circus. At this point it is not only suppression of
 expression and freedom; it is "structured absence." We are forced to consider what in the circus
 could change Charlotte: a caged lion? a trapeze artist? a midget act? It is no particular person or
 thing, of course, but the circus as a concept. This is the place where Leonor would least like to
 see her daughter, because any possible comparison with a freak of nature would be in bad taste. A "mother's instinct," as she calls it, warns her of an unknown hand that could claim an unknown
 part of her daughter.

 The shocking loss of a closely watched maiden is the driving mechanism of Demeter and
 Persephone, Madame de Volange and Cecile (Les Liaisons Dangereuses), Eliane and Camille
 (Indochine), or Cocteau's Orpheus. The mythic tenor of the film's final sequence is reinforced by
 a narrator describing the marriage of Ludovico and Charlotte: "Time went by slowly, like that
 which is forever." When Charlotte slips from bed and we see her in the darkness of the circus
 grounds, moving stealthily but surely among the tents, wagons, and cages, there is no doubt she is
 at home. Another achondroplastic face is seen dimly in the half-light; although it is not clearly a
 dwarf, it smiles and welcomes her.

 "Running away with the circus" is not just the classic escape; the circus is for Charlotte a place
 where whatever she is, she is the norm. The malformations of the circus can be a mirror of our
 "secret self," as Fellini intended in his pageantry of ever-present freaks. Bemberg wisely refrains
 from speculating on the potential lurch into melodrama and only shows Charlotte riding away on
 her white horse, wearing a crown. The paradox is that the less said, the more metaphoric and less
 pathetic is the creature.

 General Tom Thumb, who was a Connecticut Yankee put on display in the English court of
 Victoria and Albert, wrote, "God has given me a small body, but I believe He has not contracted
 my heart, nor brain, nor soul...." Given the rich tradition of little people, what's not to talk
 about? Speech insists on Charlotte's reality; silence is the secret to the poetry of a Charlotte.
 Bemberg has made a film that makes us choose.

 * Karen Jaehne has finished her first novel, Unpopular Positions.